It’s less than a month to my 27th birthday. Unfortunately, my 26th year of life has been a beast. I have several car incidences (crash, break in, break down), school realities (failure, probation, dismissal, re- admittance), life/lifestyle disagreements(mom, move, job, weight, men, break down). Overall, I’m exhausted with the direction my life is going. I know by comparison, my life is pretty blessed, I have a home (for now), I’m healthy (everything works!), and I have a job (eh). I just don’t feel like being here anymore, I want to move and get settled in my life, I want to finish school and be done with it. I don’t want to work, I have things to learn and work is just getting in the way! I feel trapped and I know I’m trapped, so I try to make the best of the situation, but the best still isn’t good enough.
Sorry, I needed to get that out.
My goals for September so far :
- Post at least one positive thing everyday
- Keep up my homework for all my classes
- Exercise everyday
- Try not to cry for the rest of the month
- Keep in touch
- Eat healthy
- Work on the business
- Go somewhere different for my birthday